Wednesday, May 25, 2005
no one can deny the fact that they are constantly searching for true love. whether being attracted by the opposite sex by looks or by character.. i went to my 1st day in school on tuesday, met up with clarence, Chye peng, and zhen wei.. the usual few of us... went for classes and den blah blah blah.... (not going into detail cos it's not related to my title today) Foxy... <-- all dogs all to heaven.. and i hope she really is.. my longest love... sigh... unforturnately she's gone already... Charlette... <-- i think this is how I spell it.. hurhur.. Money... <-- the youngest doggy in the house... always like to pick fights with bingo... very active... -iloveyou
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
if i had the power....
I wish i could reverse time....
And also use it to tell the future...
this is something we both gotta go through...
and i want us to go past to together....
Things...... ah.... nvm....
just stay happy no matter wat... i'll the there to puff my cheeks to let u slap....
take care..
-lost
Sunday, May 15, 2005
I'm willing to walk the path... if you agree....
listen to the song and listen to it with your heart...
I'm sure we can get past this together.....
We'll wait and see..... hee.... u dare to dehydrate anymore... i'll just be sure i'll bite u HARD........
Friday, May 13, 2005
HAPPY BITHDAY DAD...
Today's is my father's birthday !!
Whee !!!
but... where is he ???
call him come online leh......
sigh... i'm going to bed now...
What is Trust ?
What is Love ?
Trust-n.Firm belief in the reliability, truth, strength, etc, of a person or thing.
Love-n.Warm liking or affection for a person or thing.
hmmm.. how are these two words linked ?
They both involve the word person or thing...
With Love, comes trust...
thats all i can interpret...
Do i have Both love and trust in a person or thing ?
hmm....... i dunno also... i'm kinda lost...
who can tell me or gimme an answer ?
In life, as we live it, we learn from our mistakes and den take it on with us.. It's the same in Relationships, we learn from our mistakes and take it on with us too...
haha... don get the wrong idea that i'm seperated or wat...
in fact i'm happy with my relationship...
But i just gotta bring up a point to all of you guys that read my blog... my 'dad'(shi ying) talked to me on MSN today...
while we were talking, she brought up a very heartbreaking sentence...
'I tell u ar, the relationships now wont last FOREVER 1...'
The word FOREVER, i never like the word... Cos, i know nothing lasts forever...
thats a fact.... but a relationship should LAST... and i want mine to LAST... even though sometimes there are quarrels, we have gone through it together....
hmmm.... all these quarrels and so on have brought us closer together...
Friday, May 06, 2005
Hey.. guys and gals...
i've been very very moody these past few days...
RIGHT ?
i know i am...
anyway..
i feel much better already...
i'm Sorry to those who i've shown Attitude to... >.< SorRy...
the ppl i can remember are....
Ros, li chin, bendy, hui ting, DARYL+i kept punching him even though he is twice my size..+, kenneth........ and some others lar...
Good lucks to Those who are having their Exams, And Good lucks to those who are starting School soon......
Thursday, May 05, 2005
i hate liars....
and those who help ppl to lie...
apply that to ur life..
question urself...
have i ever lied to you ?
do friends have to lie to each other ?
i watched Kingdom of heaven yesterday.. and i will always remember 1 sentence.
'Always speak the truth, even if it leads you to your death'
i'm not saying that i've never lied before..
at least i make it a point NOT to lie...
-this post is not directed at anyone-
i think...
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
ARGH !!! i'm kinda unhappy with my church now ! Especially some girl i gotta work with for the garage... My chruch is SoOo Strict.. and not understanding at all !? wat becos i had to attend a school function.. they scold me and say that i didnt get my piorities right ?and also say that now that i have left my school i have nothing to do with them...! WTH ?! ARe they so stupid that they don even know what ALUMNI is ?! don tell me that when they leave SYFC they have TOTALLY NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM ANYMORE ? WAT ! i told that them that it's something like a wedding.. guess what they say ? WEDDING ALL THE MORE CAN LEAVE WAT.... i was like.. i wanted to slap her !@#!@$ face AS HARD AS I CAN.... NXT TIME HER WEDDING I CALL PEOPLE TO LEAVE... AND SEE HOW SHE FEEL... NUMBSKULL !! don know wat else to say bout them den STUPID UNCARING PEOPLE wHO CLAIM TO BE UNDERSTANDING AND FORGIVING AND ALL... THOSE ARE ALL CRAP !!! CRAP !!!
cannot dye hair...
encourage us not to buy branded goods..
when the leaders themselves are obsessed with them...they say branded goods have higher quality.. WTH right ? just give me 2 dollars, i can go to the pasar malam to get a better quality bag for them... with NO BRAND.. so ? HYPOCRITES !
maybe i shud change chruch...AND START ANEW..
ya... true.. my bro has talked to me b4.. told me that if i don change church my friends that stick with me always will be them... but do i want to mix with such Kinda people ?
You call me to be who i am.... can i be ? can i voice out that they're these kinda people?
Ok.. at least the people i feel happy being with is The older guys in the chior.. at least the give me a sense of belonging...
even though during chior lessons i may sing the wrong note or wrong word.. and get scolded... SO ? at least thats my fault... and thats their way of showing that they care... some times we just laugh it off... Soo happy-go-lucky... and at least they're more understanding...
But.. forget it ! i don wanna talk bout the people anymore...
WATEVER I SAY HERE.... PLEASE KEEP IT HERE ONLY... DON GO AROUND TELLING PEOPLE AND ALL.. LET IT REMAIN HERE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET ME ?!
Monday, May 02, 2005
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Hee.. i had a great time today =D went to changi airport... tml is her BdAy ! yays.. not very sure where to go though...haha... but i surely must go take neos.. even though it's kinda gay.. lol...... to jia hui.. and to my SpEciAl SoMeOnE =)