Tuesday, May 03, 2005
ARGH !!! i'm kinda unhappy with my church now ! Especially some girl i gotta work with for the garage... My chruch is SoOo Strict.. and not understanding at all !? wat becos i had to attend a school function.. they scold me and say that i didnt get my piorities right ?and also say that now that i have left my school i have nothing to do with them...! WTH ?! ARe they so stupid that they don even know what ALUMNI is ?! don tell me that when they leave SYFC they have TOTALLY NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM ANYMORE ? WAT ! i told that them that it's something like a wedding.. guess what they say ? WEDDING ALL THE MORE CAN LEAVE WAT.... i was like.. i wanted to slap her !@#!@$ face AS HARD AS I CAN.... NXT TIME HER WEDDING I CALL PEOPLE TO LEAVE... AND SEE HOW SHE FEEL... NUMBSKULL !! don know wat else to say bout them den STUPID UNCARING PEOPLE wHO CLAIM TO BE UNDERSTANDING AND FORGIVING AND ALL... THOSE ARE ALL CRAP !!! CRAP !!!
cannot dye hair...
encourage us not to buy branded goods..
when the leaders themselves are obsessed with them...they say branded goods have higher quality.. WTH right ? just give me 2 dollars, i can go to the pasar malam to get a better quality bag for them... with NO BRAND.. so ? HYPOCRITES !
maybe i shud change chruch...AND START ANEW..
ya... true.. my bro has talked to me b4.. told me that if i don change church my friends that stick with me always will be them... but do i want to mix with such Kinda people ?
You call me to be who i am.... can i be ? can i voice out that they're these kinda people?
Ok.. at least the people i feel happy being with is The older guys in the chior.. at least the give me a sense of belonging...
even though during chior lessons i may sing the wrong note or wrong word.. and get scolded... SO ? at least thats my fault... and thats their way of showing that they care... some times we just laugh it off... Soo happy-go-lucky... and at least they're more understanding...
But.. forget it ! i don wanna talk bout the people anymore...
WATEVER I SAY HERE.... PLEASE KEEP IT HERE ONLY... DON GO AROUND TELLING PEOPLE AND ALL.. LET IT REMAIN HERE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET ME ?!