Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Had a drive Driven
by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?
Wish youd been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angels heart
The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin proof of what love is about
Its hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I dont know (I dont know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Even though I’m down
My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts
Its hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
Its sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I dont know (I dont know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?
Its hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
Its sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I dont know (I dont know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?
This time its done
Itll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess its sad just the same
I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin proof of what love is about…
-Dreamz FM. should i stay.
wonderful song. i'm addicted to this song as well..
i've got a link here if u wanna d/l this song.
brings back memories.
sigh...
guess i've really gotta move on..........
download it
>>HERE<<
well.. i can just say that school is slowly getting better.
millimeter by millimeter..
Lil by lil...
slowly...
Maybe time will heal it all.. (like wat u used to say)
school #
Life #
Church...
(# = covered in this post)
Church stuff..
it's something that has been in the back of my mind.
HAUNTING me from time to time.
i wanna learn more bout the bible(serious)
i wanna live a meaningful life.
i Was serious in wanting to learn more about it..
but.........
membership of a cellgroup is being on the line...
just because of having dyed hair
and a ear hole ?
i've asked people in sch.
non christians
they don think that
dyed hair = ah beng
or
makes one look more
UNHOLY thats simply dumb
to sterotype dyed hair to ah bengs.
ear holes are for fashion.
who has them for looking like ah bengs ?
i'm sure everyone wants to look fashionable.
EVEN YOU GUYS.
i cant blame u if u just want to be fashionable in your own sense.
stick out of another person's fashion sense.
2 reasons = no membership.
wat do u guys think about this ?
it's no wonder the congregation aint growing largely like other churches
u just don give people the urge or interest to learn more about God.
because u REJECT people.
u're making people stray from God cos of ur sensitiviness
or
YOUR STANDARD OF HOLINESS.
maybe thats why all ur targets are on young and innocent people who are not old and mature enuf to have their own stand of things.
u're like the communist.
PROPAGANDA.
making the young ones STAY away from the non christians.
telling them not to be like non christians.
having a ear hole or/and dyed hair doesnt make 1 UNHOLIER.
it's the inside that counts. thats what u all have been teaching it right ?
SO wheres the application to that in u judging ppl in terms of looks ?
Wake up okay...
don just talk and don do actions.
wanna judge. i judge u all too.
You all buy more games and electronic products den a NORMAL person
I AM JUDGING ON UR BEHAVIOUR THAT U ARE SPLURGING ON UNNECESSARY STUFFS TOO..
i'm not wrong in thinking like that wat.
i'm right i'm right..... (*Slaps myself on the dead*)
c'mon man.
put urself in my shoes.
dumbasses.
if u can think of those
i can think of those too.
When i wanna start anew.
i've clarified things with someone.
and ready to start again over anew.
BUT... you guys come judging and giving ur !@#$-ing comments all over again
i aint really interested anymore.
to JS:
i've tried..
i hope u could tell.
they've control over the church.
so i've got no say.
so theres no need for u to be troubled over me and this matter
i'll find the answers
myself
in the bible
and my way.
i'm voiced my anger..
the YOU or YOU GUYS in this post isnt directed to anyone...
READ AGAIN.
this isnt DIRECTED TO anyone.
if i hear any rumours bout me backstabbing or shooting at anyone.
be sure that i'll F*** you up.
i've had enough of people judging.
Comments ppl? talk bout it in the tag.
i just wanna see how many ppl shares the same point of view.
i maybe wrong i maybe right.
It DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE.
get it clear.