Thursday, May 04, 2006
i just don understand how ppl can change so suddenly.
perhaps i didnt notice b4.
does talking on the fone with ppl till 12+ EVERY nite give happiness ?
or does it mean that that person has already moved on ?
does 'ONLY A FRIEND' means nothing will happen ?
or is it just a test of trust ?
Does going out with Friends ALL THE TIME means 'only friends' ?
perhaps.
but till for early afternoon till late at night or middle of the night den go home ?
that weird.
if it's only a friend. den he/she shud be treated like only a friend right ?
and not like someone closer.
am i right ?
bah i dun understand.
Guys...
Girls...
maybe they arent meant to understand each other.
1 wants to have control
the other wants to have freedom.
i'm sure this happens to u guys too.
in the end.
there's war.
I'm sure. perhaps thats wat happiness is all about. doing the things u wanna do most.
and just having the other half is just a burden that forbids one to do the things u wanna do most.
Stay happy.
it's your own life anyways.....
these few days.
i've finally realised that i'm not really that alone.
people from my secondary sch, primary sch, poly,
friends that are close or not that close.
talked to me unexpectedly.
cheering me up.
comforting me.
Guess i aint alone.
guess ppl out there really care for me.
except i was oblivious to all those.
how childish i've been.
to be living in my own world.
being such a spoilt brat.
now's the time to grow up.
now's the time to learn.
now's the time to know that life ahead is still beautiful. =D
thanks for all ur encouragement guys.
seriously. thanks.
it's time i awoken from being such a spoilt childish brat.
My... this is a LOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNGGGGGGGG post eh.?
hope u guys really read it.
and TAGGED.
it's nice to hear encouragements and comments from readers of ur own blog.
u'll understand if u have a blog too.. ;)
heh.
Good luck guys.