Splat splat splat

2007-12-19T23:22:00.002+08:00

pw: sunshine123

Merry Xmas in advance.
and a Happy Near as well.

*********************************

=)
Enjoy Yourself!

2007-10-31T00:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEENN !!! :[:[

*Bats Flying here and there*
*Zombies and vampires popping out everywhere*

HAha. have a great night!

and to you peeps having Os
good luck for ur papers ahead!
hehehh

hmm. study hard.
misses.
takkaire!

*Monster kids knocking on door*
*TRiCK or TREAT !!!*

Me : "Shooo." :D

2007-10-16T17:50:00.000+08:00

To my dearest,

Wait For You - Elliot Yamin

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

2007-07-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

unfadedlove

ARGH!!! i hate coming from work everyday at 10+ !!
getting sick of working
..

wahaha.
everytime i come blog.
i always QQ, T.T and all the whining...
im gonna make it short this time.

hi
misses
takkaire.
There! so short!! HeheHEhEhE

slacking at work. *stares*

2007-07-12T23:24:00.000+08:00

weiweiwei

heya. i'm here blogging again!
worked OT till 9pm and i reached home around 11pm..
.....
i hate that..
i'm like so tired
and....
have to repeat the same job i do everyday again tml..

project project project!
sleep sleep sleep..
i think i'm gonna sleep.

nitez all

2007-07-10T09:24:00.000+08:00

pw: doesgirlmissboy

SO... i'm working 7days a week everyday for the whole of this month
barely have any time to do anyting but work
like no life.
but yeah the pay is good..

travelling to boon lay everyday sucks la!
damn far. lol. still gotta change bus at boonlay.

.. ....
. .... ...
sigh... cya guys. i'm gonna prepare for work

2007-07-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

what happens....
when two people love each other alot
but neither one of them does anything.

boy loves girl, girl knows boy loves girl
but boy is afraid or shy
to do anything

sigh..
what will happen..

what should both of them do?
or will they just wait.. and wait...

boy still loves girl alot..
ALOT.....

2007-07-01T22:01:00.000+08:00

waitforyou

work SUCKSS AHhhh
i want more sleep and freedooommm !!!
zzzzzzzzzzz

2007-06-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

pw:inmymind

grr i'm gonna start work on monday..
bye bye free time and bye bye .. .. . . . .
sigh... gonna be held up with work work and work....
zzz
gl sebas.

2007-06-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

sigh.
waited in vain.
all i wanted was..
another chance.
sigh.

2007-06-13T01:44:00.000+08:00

pw:checkletterbox

happy birthday bendy
happy birthday sis.
happy june 13th =)
missing.
lots.

heh. hope hope hope..
friday plz come quick..
friday come noww!!
grr...

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxox
xoxoxoxxoxo
xoxoxox
xoxoxo
xoxox
xoxoxox
oxoxoxoxo
xoxoxoxooxoxox

2007-05-31T00:27:00.000+08:00

pw:hopingforthatchance

sigh...............................
siiighhh.........................
siiiggghhh.....................

i went for my driving lesson today.
trainer said that my standards can pass if i take the TP test already.
soo guess it's a good thing eh.

but den again.. who will i fetch around when i pass.
sigh..
wat am i to do....
sebas the damn loser.
/slap.

2007-05-30T07:35:00.000+08:00

pw: lovingyoustill

It's so early in the morning and i cant sleep!
anyway it's the holidays now
and i'm focusin on my driving lessons
trying to book as many as i can

and btw i passed my FTT already. and with only 1 try!
haha.
i've gotta go for drivin lessons later on in the afternoon.

holidays are so boring,
sigh.

guess thats all...
will try to get back to sleep
else i might crash the car later on...

takkaire. ...... . imu

2007-04-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

pw: missingyouloads

Sigh. Working at jurong island sucks.
so many cock up trainers that backstabs...!
Arghh !
i cant wait for it to end.

hopefully there'll be a reply.
was very scared to send it tho...
i'm just hoping for the best..
=S
i really miss you even it's been so longg..

i know other ppl will be reading my blog...
but.. aiya.. i dont know what else to say..

2007-04-09T21:51:00.000+08:00

shud u seem happier with single-hood
shud u be happier with friends
shud u ever think of me
just know that i'm
here.
yearning for that chance.
patiently.

hey peeps. i've not update this dumbo blog for a lonng time
go sick of the old skin..
was lazy and just went do d/l a new 1 LOL !

anyways i'm working already. sigh.
really tiring and not much time to spend with anyone out of school.
as if i had anyone. o.O LOL !

Anyways driving is really coming smoothly
i hope i'll be able to book the stupid TP driving test soon

o yea i really love this songg alot.. this song !
By Cao ge, Gary - Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Ying Tai (Romeo n Juliet) ! :

Here are the Lyrics !!

曹格&卓文宣 - 梁山伯与茱丽叶

我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意

千言万语里
只有一句话能表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天浪漫的每一夜
把爱永远不放开 I love you

我爱你你是我的罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来

Hehe.. i Love this SONGGGG ARGGHHHH /stab /stab

2007-03-03T19:45:00.000+08:00

yes i know.
she came home.
she told me.
----------------

Flowers.
Misses.
right decision?
lost
------------------

2007-02-16T07:43:00.000+08:00

pw: reminicingofthepast

WAHhhh... look at the time !
so early !
HAha. just decided to get a post. before i go to school.
finally CNY is coming.

and the exams are coming too !
PIA paper is over. left with 3more !
cos my CDS is over too !

Had to present on this guy Daan Hoekstra for my presentation.
kinda easy i think. lol. i hope i pass.

Anyways. my sis Bf is gonna bring over a new dog
for my family to adopt it.
so that means..
i'll have 4 dogs at home !
wheee !!!
-Bingo-Money-Chalet-??unknowndoggy??-

Lol.
4 dogs 4 dogs 4 dogs...
i cant wait to see it.
Haha.

o yea. my dad is coming home tonite too. finally back from vietnam..
i miss him man.. aiya.i'll pick him tonite.
anyways it's getting late

i need to prepare to go school NOW !!

-takkaire everyone who reads this blog.
Enjoy your CNY.
Eat and collect more Ang Bao !
woot =3

2007-02-14T11:22:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentines' DaY !!

2007-02-11T10:25:00.000+08:00

Valentines Day's coming !
and i dont have a dATE !
what ammma DO !

HAha. i also dunno.
anyways.. was thinking out going out with friends.
or staying at home to study for exams.

>.<
Confused.
Argh !

2007-02-05T21:29:00.000+08:00

ROSIeE DiDDY MEI...

MEET UP SOON K..

DONT WORRY BOUT THE CAR RIDE !

I'm TaKING DRIVING LESSONS NOW =D

be PATIENT !!! wooT !

jjjjjjjjiiiiii baaa BOoooM !
ZOooooooM
omg omg VRoOm VroooM !

2007-01-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

just some Random Questions..
VERY LONG LAR !

Quiz
Where were you born?: Singapore
In what year?: 1988
What color is your hair?: black
What color are your eyes?: erm.. black ?
Wearing contacts?: yes.
How tall are you?: eh..180cm
What size are your feet?: size 10!
Are they ticklish?:Ticklish ? of cos NOT u stupid splatulaka thingy.. But u’re making me laugh.lol =D

What's your favorite movie?: Hmm.. Death Note 1 & 2 !!
Whats your favorite TV show?: dont really watch Tv.
Who's your favorite actor?:none.
Actress?: Misa Misa Misa !!
Type of music?: any. EXCEPT techno!
Artist/band?: lots
Color?: black
Sport?: hmm.. i dont really know..soccer?
Food?: Curry!
Season: pepper ?? no la. singapore has no seasons.
School Subject?:Art and music ! wooot
Stand on your hands?: yea ! I can handstand !
Wiggle your ears?: i’m trying how to do it now..
Speak another language?: yea
Make a wine glass hum with your fingers?: YEA ! sounded cool.

Whistle?: yeaps. Pretty well..

Fave cereal: Honey stars
Untie shoes when taking them off? All the time. !
Think you're strong? Of cos !~ which part.?
Fave ice cream flavor: Vanilla !
Least fave thing about self: untrusting.
Whom miss most: someone.
Want everyone to send this back? SURE. Send to my email. i tink it’ll be interesting to read it. Ha..

What color pants & shoes wearing? I’m wearing boxes and a t-shirt now -.-

Last thing ate? bread
Listening to now? Chris brown – Say Goodbye.

Fave smells: hmm.. ermmm.. this 1s hard.. nice smells I guess..

First thing notice about people attracted to: Face and eyes. O.O

Like the person who sent this? No.. I found this on my own. lol

Favorite drink? Plain water.

Scary movies or happy ending? happy ending

What color shirt wearing? Yellow tshirt

Fave dessert? chocolate fondue

Who will respond? I don’t know.. anyone who wants to la!

What book reading: <-- bad English I’m sure u don’t read books ! haha. Jkjk.

On my mousepad? My mouse?

Watched on TV last night? No I was WOWing.

Fave sounds? Ocean waves.

Special talent? YES I can shoot lasers with my eyes..!

Do you have a best friend?: perhaps.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No.
Do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend?: erm.. I’m not really sure.. maybe yes?
Do you miss someone now?: I think so…
How many close friends do you have?: a handful =)
Do you prefer Coke or Pepsi?: is there actually a difference ? i cant taste it x)
Dogs or cats?: DOGS !
Desparate Housewives or Gray's Anatomy?: despErate housewives.
Where were you when you first heard about the hijackings on 9/11?: at home doing.. er. i dont rmb.
Whats the furthest from home you've been?: New zealand ? china ? which is further ?!

Who was the last person
who said hi to you?: doh.. I don’t rmb.
Made you mad?: Zack Siew tah bao ! Grr !
Helped you fix something?: dunno.
Drove you somewhere?: my mom.
Bought you something?: my mom =)
You called?: u don’t hafta know. Ha.
You Messaged?: This too..!
You kissed?: ......
You hugged? ……
Sang to you?: chee wee ?
Read to you?: I can read by myself, thank you… -.-

Have you ever
laughed so much milk came out of your nose?: Eeeww ! no way !
Got gum caught in your hair?: YES ! my younger bro did it. I was fighting with him when he suddenly threw it at me.. damn him..
Ate dog food?: No ! *puke*
Kissed a dog?: yeap lots of times.
Aced a test?: sadly…. No.. =(
Stayed up all night?: yeap !
Gone a day without eating?: I’ll die.
Gone 2 days without brushing your teeth?: erm… shhh.. yes. In camps? tired ok !

Can you
pat your stomach and rub your head in a circle at the same time?: uh huh.

Stand on your hands?: yea ! I can handstand !
Wiggle your ears?: i’m trying how to do it now..
Speak another language?: yea
Make a wine glass hum with your fingers?: YEA ! sounded cool.
Whistle?: yeaps. Pretty well..

well.. thats all.. hope it was interesting for you..

haha. to whoever who wants... u can use this oso and send me the email or give me the link to read urs =)

2006-12-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

pw: intherainalone

it's raining like everyday !!!
sigh. rmb in the past when it used to rain and with thunders..
sigh..

hmm.. anyways saw someone at the bustop infront of the coffeeshop today. passed by in the car...
didnt notice me. sigh.
anyways

Merry Christmas !! >.<

2006-12-16T02:02:00.000+08:00

pw:replyme

haaaaa..... finally exams are over..
might be going to celebrate trix bday at st james club or SMt lidat lol !
woot.. at vivo..coming home is gonna cost! =(

anyways hope you'll reply me.

2006-12-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

o yea.. i forgot.
if i every get bitten again.
i'll search the whole world for a bus stop
with a dengue and a mosquito poster and sit under the
mosquito's 'mouth'..
takkaire too..

=(

2006-12-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

to ..:
thx... alot... i'm really lost for words when i read it.
i always tot it was one-sided. but in fact. you do care.
=(
all these times.. i kept thinking that i was the only 1 who's still holding on..
always tot u'd forgotten and moved on..
but.. sigh. i dont really know wat to say.
but i'm really happy for sure.
.really wish to talk to you again.

-iMu Woniu.

2006-10-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

pw: xiangnian

AHhh i gotta go sch tml !
it's like sch for 9 hours.. that VERY LONG!
o ya i gotta change some headphones i bought for my bro's bday at challenger too
i hope i rmb to bring it tml !

haha. ok gonna slp.
takkaire.!

2006-10-23T20:10:00.000+08:00

sigh why does it seem to difficult to forget some things.
everywhere i go. i still seem to think of it.
everything i see i still seem to think of it.
izit because it was my most precious 'thing' that i've ever lost ?
or isit becuase it is my 1st experience of it.
wateva it is..
-iMu Mu Mu..

2006-09-26T10:39:00.000+08:00

pw : feiwoniu

i think i'm changing..
maybe i've changed or
may i dint even change and it's just how i was

my character, my attitude, my habits,
my likes and dislikes.

sudden temperaments, quick to anger,
always dont think before acting.
not appreciating people.
family members and close people especially.
and always regretting.

These are some of the habits i dont wanan have.
Seems like i've got lotsa bad habits to kick away.

anyway i'll try my best.
to be a better person.
i'm struggling.
it's hard.

Anyways, i went to bugis/town with
nic, ed, calista last week
went to buy a bag, shirt,belt.
Happy!
went out the whole day.
had fun..

been a long time since i went out to bugis/town.
had alot of memories embeded there at those places.
felt sad.

anyway, last nite i chatted with jess fer awhile.
helped me with some story..
haha.
it's funny if u read it literally
but if u-know-who read with ur heart..
i guess it's kinda touching.
iMu.

This is a letter from a boy to a girl,
tis is how it goes :

我深爱的小蜗牛,

还记得每一次，你看到了蚊子，

你就会开始吵闹着要我把他们通通打死吗？

而如果我杀不死他们，我就会紧紧地抱着你。

然后告诉你，

"傻瓜，只是蚊子而已嘛。

我抱着你不是真的要帮你挡着蚊子，

最重要，我要你明白，只要有我在，你什么都不

要怕。因为蜗牛阿，蜗牛，

我一定会保护你。"

还记得有一次，你被小小的蚊子咬了几口。

我看你抓得都快要流血了。

当然，我连忙

抓住你的手不让你继续抓。

我知道你很怕痒，也很受不了那个痒。

但是，如果万一你抓到流血了我会心疼啊。

而且如果抓伤了，留下丑陋的疤痕，

就不是个漂亮的公主了。

现在，我被大和厉害的蚊子咬了。

需要躺在病床上。我在心里一直想着的不是我会不

会好起来，而是担心你也会被可怕的蚊子咬。

而我好想现在出院，好想陪在你身边。

可是，蜗牛阿蜗牛，对不起，我的病治不好

了。可能从之以后，再也不能来帮你打蚊子，

再也不能阻止你抓伤你自己可爱的脸。

再不能够，

再说声，蜗牛，

我爱你。...

2006-09-13T10:48:00.000+08:00

pw: dreamsofu

Here's smt i got in me E-mail AGAIN. haha.
Not sure if it's true for other guys out there but
it its true for me.

even though i'm alone now.........
anyway here goes..

When a GUY is quiet and is alone,
He's is thinking how good you're, Missyou!!!

When a GUY is lying on his bed,
He is thinking deeply why he loves you.

When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,
He wants to tell you how much he lovesyou and
how important you're.

When a GUY answers "I'm Fine" afterawhile,
He is not and feels hurts.

When a GUY keep asking you the same
question, He is wondering why you are lying.

When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,
He is wishing that you belongs to him
forever.

When a GUY calls you everyday,
He Miss You and wants your attention.

When a GUY wants to see you everyday,
He cares for you and want to know how
are you today.

When a GUY sms's u everyday,
He wants you to know he is fine.

When a GUY says I love you,
He really means it.

When a GUY says that he can't livewithout you,
He has made up his mind that you are his futurewife.

When a GUY says "I Miss You",
He wants to see you immeditely.

No.. i haven forgotten about it.
There are still dreams
and i think about it constantly everyday.

doesn seem like theres anyone
that stood by me
when i really needed it.

but it's different for *snail*.
people were dere.

bah. the irony.

I'm Going Clubbing this WEek !
yea.

2006-08-17T18:58:00.000+08:00

.... DAMmit My damn comp gave out SMOKE gonna spoil already.
i scared fire sia..
!@#!@$!@3

Die liao. house gonna burn down already.

2006-08-05T21:41:00.000+08:00

pw: rmbthetimes

AHHHH my GASTRIC....
it's damn pain ah..
dint go to sch for 2 days already.

when the gasrtic felt abit better,
Mr sore throat came to find me.
after that i had FEVER !!!!!
and now
the gastric's back...

seems like osama is visiting my stomach..

Come Mr taliban
Hand over bin laden
1 Bomb 2 BOMb 3 BOmb
BOOOOMMMBBBB !!!!!

there goes my stomach..

hmmm... had presentation on friday.
CHER chEE WEE is an ASS.
the presentation was a half formal 1..
and they wanted to trick zw and me.. into wearing full formal..
but zw didnt get tricked
and ended up
outta the whole class..
i was the only one who wore fully formal...
-.-

Damn.Him.and.his.BALDING.HEAD. BALDING.

Hmmm.. since i'm SOoo FREE now. i shall blog about my CLass !
AD25.. chemical engineering.
My class is the BEST class.
we create the MOST, and i mean MOST trouble
because of the combination of personalities.

I'll intro my class mates to you guys !
OK BUY BEFORE u READ it..
i'm writting this for Fun ONly ah ! Don take it Seriously.
u guys shud know me by now lar. ah.
Let the fun begin !

===========================

Sebastian - Thats me. hmm aint supposed to comment on myself eh.
Nicholas - the Skinny bambooman. but fit sia. Lol.
Mark - the merman. he spends alot of time in the pool. someday he'll just evolve in a Fish.LOL
Chee Wee - The Cockster in the class. DAMn Jiao. never fails to make ppl laugh. but he's BALDING! FUll time FAKE jay chou.
Clarence - Lucify Wanna-be. (lol no offense if u raed this clar) handsome guy lar. huge hair.
Zhen Wei - The lecturehallsnoozer. Sleeps at almost ALL lectures. but still can pass. smart. ha..
Daniel - Gayboi. My Biggest suaning enemy. damn jiao. suaning war foreva dude. =3

Justin & Karin - The magnets.. they're always together. BUT theres something weird about them. Justin is the guy. but he acts like a gal. while karin the gal, acts like the boy. fierce. Ya. they're attached.
Hazel - the entrepreneur in selling Button ear studs. u better gimme some fer free ya !?
Aisha - The Odd 1 OUT ! cos she's malay. she's my Sista. but poorthing. alot of things are happening around her. be happy sista.

Wei siang - the Chee Ko PEK, he laughs like 1 lar.
Alex - THE MACHO MAN in THE WHOLE COURSE. he's damn muscular. seriously.
Jin hui - The Jay chou copycat. long hair, dyed, covers eyes. TALKATIVE ! haha.

Nadzeem - the Soccer dude. he's a pro..
Guan Hock - the Old technology Geek. he knows alot bout comps and yea.. technology.
Joshua - The Stinko ! no offense josh. but u really need deodorant. = )
Chung Hang - Honky. He's funny with his BIg actions. talks damn loud oso.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST..

BOSS - HE LEFT US BECAUSE HE GOT BANGED BY A BICYCLE. poorthing. but he's a lil siao now. seriously. But we had alot of fun when he was around. Lol.. Miss him. that dude. wonder hows he doing. see him sometimes in the library in sch in home clothes and slippers. lol. take care boss.

===========================

Yeap this is my awesome class. the havoc-est class in da world(if theres ever something lidat)

i'll try upload some picts later on ok =)
PEACE OUT !

2006-08-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

pwwww: labixiaoxin

lol.. hi guys. i'm here to blog.
i'm sick..

Severe gastric, headache, fever, pain eyes, tiredness...
i'm afraid i get dengue fever again.
X(

sigh. Alrite. i go rest alr.

2006-07-27T20:45:00.000+08:00

pw : feifei

2006-07-24T15:53:00.000+08:00

Takkaire.
WoNiuNiu

2006-07-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

Sorry. that i changed it to another pw...
password : mrsnail

takkaire alrite.
i'll learn to trust completely
b4 i call.
again.

stay happy.
u seem happy though.

i GOTTA DO MY PROJECT NOW !!!

2006-07-18T20:44:00.000+08:00

Wow.. seems like it's been since the Greek times
that i've last updated my blog.

been busy with LOTSA projects.
they just keep coming.
and coming
and coming
and coming
and coming
and coming
and coming
and coming
and coming...
And.. Coo...mmmminngg..
Yeah i think u get the point...

Well did plucked up my courage to do the things
that i've wanted to do.
kinda disappointed though.

it's ok. more time den.
anyways. takkaire.

Hey. Peeps. gotta New Bag..
some jap words on it and stuff..
once a buy the cord to link my fone to the comp i'll upload picts already ya..

Seems like there are people reading my blog.. even though
i haven been blogging and updating.
thx peeps.

Gosh i've got black eyes. like a panda..
hei yan xiong (black eye bear)
izit??
is that wat pandas are called ?

bah.. my chinese suck..

Anyways i've gotta do my PROJECT NOW...
GEt busy sebas...
no time to waste..

i want my holidays.
but den again.
holidays very sian.
i want enough sleep.

was just helping jess to upload her blog song up. so yeah.
SOO MA FAN...

2006-07-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

hmm i seem to be facinated with this kinda mails nowadays.

How does Coffee with salt taste ? Sweet...

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive,
not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear but 2 listen,
not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Find a guy,
who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats(pyjamas).

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he
cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

(have i done all these ?)

ReFlEctinG....
i was thinking. it's been kinda long now.
how's things btw us.
have i done all these things?
can they be trusted or are they just junk messages?

had given my all. had tried my best. i think.
perhaps they werent enough.
or was it because of my selfish decision.
and cos of my sensitivity.

i've been thinking how things are now...
gotten another one on the other side of the phone line?
i just wonder..

gotten over or staying on.

My decision is....
>You shud know. <
Whats yours ?
---------------------

Have i got the courage ?
don think so. i'm scared.
just like a person in the dark.

think i'll end here today...

2006-06-30T12:39:00.000+08:00

Is this true ? cos there are definately things that i missed out.

Gurl facts....

When a girl misses u, she's afraid to see how your new girl looks,
she's dreading the fact that ur not hers any more

When u break a girls heart,
she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later

When a girl just stares deep into your eyes,
she's HOPING that your hers and only hers
( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie)

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, "
she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you, "
no one in this world can miss you more than that

sigh it isnt easy...
it isnt....
-iMu

2006-06-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

i've got a new skin. self made. easy simple.
everything is done by myself.
song, pict, textbox all.

haven been blogger for some time due to some reasons.
aint gonna say it.
well enjoy my blog. i'll try to make the image sharper and clearer soon.

Peace out.
takkaire.

2006-06-05T17:45:00.000+08:00

uo1 test today was okay..
how boring..
tmls EM2. think i might be able to score.. THINK

1st day. Evening--> 3sets 30.

2006-05-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

Sigh Holidays fer secondary School has started already..
Who knows what might happen..
anyways it's best that i concentrated more on studying.

It's been over a month ever since that incident happened already
but..
till now...
the feelings are still there..
are the feelings mutual ?
Or is it only me ?

it's just crap to say that guys move on faster.
i don believe that
in my case..

cant time reverse itself ?
things i've said
things i've done.
i wished i've never done..

But den again.
i just don understand how come some guys can really move on so quicky
like 1 mth change 1 gal.
it's like such a casanova.
Wished i was one..

So that i don have to feel the pain
of heart breaking and quarrels and stuff.
there are people that say that i look like a casanova
but if u know me.
i aint one..

i don even contact
or talk to u
or get to see u
wonder how u're getting on on ur daily life..
Sigh.. Such Pain
once again.
is it me only ?
or do u feel it too ?

Anyways Fathers day is coming soon.
i'm not so sure of what to get for my dad though
mom says that he needs a new lap top
but..
i myself cant buy a laptop..
-_-''
Poor me..
WAHAHAH !
wateva. i shall ponder about it....

2006-05-25T18:27:00.000+08:00

damn week so many tests...
not gonna do well in that ET test...
damn subject. sighs.
anyways hope u received the letter with the pict and Archie comic
Hope u had fun !

RWAR RWAR RWAR !!!!
ANGRY !!!
SOO MANY TESTs !!!

2006-05-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

New PICT UP on PROFILE.. check it out

damn i'm usin a blog as a art webby !!
weird..

anyways after i improve i'll shift..
heh..

anyways thanks for visiting my Blog !!!
ty ty ty ty ty ty !!!

2006-05-17T13:16:00.000+08:00

CHECK
OUT
MY
NEW
HAND
COMPUTER
DRAWN
BACKGROUND

wud really appreciate it if u guys let me know if it's nice or not.
=3
heh heh

learning how to draw more.
Slowly.
it's been my interest all along.
finally did my 1st pict on may 17th !

anyone can help me host mp3 songs ?

PLEASE TAG !!!

RAWR i'm sick... i mean really sick as in having terrible cough and flu..
:sigh:

2006-05-14T09:47:00.000+08:00

.....
Some people just move on that fast.
so fast Might have new 1 already.
perhaps thats the reason.
.....
wateva.
totally disappointed in such character.
forget it.
.....
on da fone till 2-3am.
when it all used to be 11pm.
home at 12-2am
when it used to be 10pm.
going out everyday
when it used to be seldom.
.....
i just cant understand people sometimes.
wo kan chuo le ni.

2006-05-10T08:07:00.000+08:00

Had a drive Driven
by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish youd been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angels heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin proof of what love is about

Its hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I dont know (I dont know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Even though I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

Its hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
Its sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I dont know (I dont know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?

Its hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
Its sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I dont know (I dont know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
Itll never feel the same
But we had some good times

Guess its sad just the same
I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin proof of what love is about…

-Dreamz FM. should i stay.

wonderful song. i'm addicted to this song as well..
i've got a link here if u wanna d/l this song.
brings back memories.
sigh...
guess i've really gotta move on..........

download it
>>HERE<<

well.. i can just say that school is slowly getting better.
millimeter by millimeter..
Lil by lil...
slowly...
Maybe time will heal it all.. (like wat u used to say)

school #
Life #
Church...
(# = covered in this post)

Church stuff..
it's something that has been in the back of my mind.
HAUNTING me from time to time.
i wanna learn more bout the bible(serious)
i wanna live a meaningful life.
i Was serious in wanting to learn more about it..

but.........

membership of a cellgroup is being on the line...
just because of having dyed hair
and a ear hole ?

i've asked people in sch.
non christians
they don think that
dyed hair = ah beng
or
makes one look more
UNHOLY thats simply dumb
to sterotype dyed hair to ah bengs.

ear holes are for fashion.
who has them for looking like ah bengs ?
i'm sure everyone wants to look fashionable.
EVEN YOU GUYS.

i cant blame u if u just want to be fashionable in your own sense.
stick out of another person's fashion sense.

2 reasons = no membership.
wat do u guys think about this ?
it's no wonder the congregation aint growing largely like other churches
u just don give people the urge or interest to learn more about God.
because u REJECT people.

u're making people stray from God cos of ur sensitiviness
or
YOUR STANDARD OF HOLINESS.
maybe thats why all ur targets are on young and innocent people who are not old and mature enuf to have their own stand of things.
u're like the communist.
PROPAGANDA.
making the young ones STAY away from the non christians.
telling them not to be like non christians.

having a ear hole or/and dyed hair doesnt make 1 UNHOLIER.
it's the inside that counts. thats what u all have been teaching it right ?
SO wheres the application to that in u judging ppl in terms of looks ?
Wake up okay...
don just talk and don do actions.

wanna judge. i judge u all too.
You all buy more games and electronic products den a NORMAL person
I AM JUDGING ON UR BEHAVIOUR THAT U ARE SPLURGING ON UNNECESSARY STUFFS TOO..
i'm not wrong in thinking like that wat.
i'm right i'm right..... (*Slaps myself on the dead*)
c'mon man.

put urself in my shoes.
dumbasses.
if u can think of those
i can think of those too.

When i wanna start anew.
i've clarified things with someone.
and ready to start again over anew.
BUT... you guys come judging and giving ur !@#$-ing comments all over again
i aint really interested anymore.

to JS:
i've tried..
i hope u could tell.
they've control over the church.
so i've got no say.
so theres no need for u to be troubled over me and this matter

i'll find the answers
myself
in the bible
and my way.

i'm voiced my anger..
the YOU or YOU GUYS in this post isnt directed to anyone...
READ AGAIN.
this isnt DIRECTED TO anyone.
if i hear any rumours bout me backstabbing or shooting at anyone.
be sure that i'll F*** you up.

i've had enough of people judging.

Comments ppl? talk bout it in the tag.
i just wanna see how many ppl shares the same point of view.

i maybe wrong i maybe right.
It DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE.
get it clear.

2006-05-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM !!!

haha. today is my mom's birthday.
guess wat. in the morning my lil bro and i decided to buy a cake for her.
and i suggested giving her a spa treatment.
but we talked bout that around 10am.

i had class at 11. so ya..
1st class of the day was computer lessons..
haha. went to play with computer in sch..
i saw a familiar gal !
but.... wateva.
there was a break during comupter lesson.
zhen wei gave me the msn @ of that gal's friend.
LOl..
added her lor.
but didnt talk much.
aint interested anyway.

after class went for lunch lar. as usual left class with my group of guys.
but after that 1 by 1 they all ps me.
lol. 2 go meet gal. the other 2 go smoke... left with me and nich.
went to eat at AS canteen.
boring.

after lunch had 4 hrs straight of class.
lol during the 4 hr class was a particular break.
followed clar, zw, dan to go for break. they wanted to smoke.
sooo.. i followed. went to some stair case
opened a door. entered that staircase.
i closed the door behind me.

and guess wat.
after they smoked.
wanna go back
THE DAMN DOOR IS LOCKED !!
called for help !! called classmates.
we stayed at the door. waiting for rescue.
den A knock came on the door.

and an unfamilar voice rang..
BOY !!! are u inside ?!
Who are you ?
wats ur name...
WAts ur name arh ?! (in a deep man's voice)

thinking it was a lecturer..
WTH... we ALL PANICked and RAN !!! LOL
ran down the stairs. all the wat to the 1st floor.
haha..

den went back to class say that i went to shit blah blah blah..
LOL den found out that it was NICHOLAS PANG WHO IMITATED THA FREAKING VOICE.
LOl beat him up.. haha.
just messing only lar.

had a great time in class. laughter and all. not thinking or remembering about the sadness.
=( ahh shant talk bout it

den after sch went home. it's my mom's bday.
ok rmb the cake i was talking about ?
my lil had tuition so my mom fetched him to tuition.
when my lil bro tution ended, mom picked him up.
telling him that SHE BOUGHT A SWENSENS CAKE FOR HERSELF..
cos she tot that we wont buy anythign for her.
LOL. my bro kept quiet. haha
when she came home... she showed the cake to me.
and i laughed. she was counting the candles like
' 1,2,3,4,5big 1 small'
(i know i aint supposed to say how old a woman is. but i'm just refering to the candles right )

it was like so funny and cute lar.
5 mins later. my older bro who went to collect the cake WE bought(me and lil bro)
SHE WAS LIKE SHOCKED !! she tot we wont buy cake for her.
BUT WE DID !! WAHAHAHA....

so ya.. we ended up with 2 cakes. 1 cheesecake and 1 ice cream cake...
WOW right ? my mom with 2 cakes..
decided to give 1 cake to my ah ma for mothers day. LOL wat an idea.

S00o.. sang bday song. took picts and stuff..
haha.. laugh like hell today. damn fun.
2 cakes. fun mom. getting stucked at staircase.
LOl wat a nice day.
thinking bout it makes me
smirk slightly.

feeling happy and satisfied today.

Love u cute mom ! HAHAa..
dad's bday is on the 13th this month.. LOL
lets see what will happen on that day.

my aunt bought a printer/scanner for my mom.
she doesnt need it soo
it's MINE !!!
u guys will see my own art in this blog soon. haha.

THANKS !!!
YAHOOOO !!!
wat a fun day. i'm tired now.
i'm contented for today.
*Snore.....*zzzZzZZzzZz

2006-05-04T23:31:00.000+08:00

Wow. wat a long and tiring day.
went to sch at 9. whee mom fetched me to school again !
Thanks mom.

after that 4 hours straight of classes.
tough man. there's breaks in between. thankful.

after that went for a 1 hr lunch. den got CDS tutorial.
LAW.. i'm gonna be a lawer..wahaha..
Law lessons are fun man.. relaxed also.

after that came home to sleep and went to church for
bible study.
after that walked home.
saw erm... ros... and fatin
on the way home.
didnt talk or communicate with them.
sorry.. i know i've changed.

i've got lotsa questions..
1 big 1...

1 ) WHY DO PPL ALWAYS JUDGE BASED ON THE APPEARANCE OF ANOTHER PERSON ??
-- i know all u does that. i'm guilty as well..
2) DOES DYED HAIR + PIERCED EAR + WEARIN NICE CLOTHES
=
ah bengs ? or bad ppl ?

please. whoever came up with this thinkin or sterotyping.
change ur freaking mind and go for a brainwash with JIF(detergent).
this post aint directed to anyone.
get it.

-pissed for being judged.

2006-05-04T07:42:00.000+08:00

i just don understand how ppl can change so suddenly.
perhaps i didnt notice b4.

does talking on the fone with ppl till 12+ EVERY nite give happiness ?
or does it mean that that person has already moved on ?

does 'ONLY A FRIEND' means nothing will happen ?
or is it just a test of trust ?

Does going out with Friends ALL THE TIME means 'only friends' ?
perhaps.
but till for early afternoon till late at night or middle of the night den go home ?
that weird.

if it's only a friend. den he/she shud be treated like only a friend right ?
and not like someone closer.
am i right ?

bah i dun understand.
Guys...
Girls...

maybe they arent meant to understand each other.
1 wants to have control
the other wants to have freedom.
i'm sure this happens to u guys too.
in the end.
there's war.

I'm sure. perhaps thats wat happiness is all about. doing the things u wanna do most.
and just having the other half is just a burden that forbids one to do the things u wanna do most.
Stay happy.

it's your own life anyways.....

these few days.
i've finally realised that i'm not really that alone.
people from my secondary sch, primary sch, poly,
friends that are close or not that close.
talked to me unexpectedly.
cheering me up.
comforting me.
Guess i aint alone.
guess ppl out there really care for me.
except i was oblivious to all those.

how childish i've been.
to be living in my own world.
being such a spoilt brat.

now's the time to grow up.
now's the time to learn.
now's the time to know that life ahead is still beautiful. =D

thanks for all ur encouragement guys.
seriously. thanks.
it's time i awoken from being such a spoilt childish brat.

My... this is a LOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNGGGGGGGG post eh.?
hope u guys really read it.
and TAGGED.

it's nice to hear encouragements and comments from readers of ur own blog.
u'll understand if u have a blog too.. ;)
heh.

Good luck guys.

2006-05-02T22:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
-iMu.0205

happy bday to jia hui too.

hope u liked my prezzie.
want u back.
does please work anymore ?

anyway long day in sch. tiring day.
met bendy for dinner and law lesson.

after that made my way home myself.
nv felt so lonely b4..
sigh. does everyone feels the same as me at some point of their life ?
do u guys feel that u're lonely or unaccepted ?
or izit only me ?

perhaps i need more friends. not just hi-bye friends.
start studying hard ba.
time will pass fast right !?
wahaha !

ICP OSH UO1 EM2 LAW....
seems easy ah ?
try to get good grades this sem ba.

GOOD LUCK FOR PPL TAKING EXAMS...
=(

2006-05-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday 0205.
stay happy with whoever or whatever u are doing.
take great care of yourself.
thanks for visiting me at the hospital.
and ur memories.
Bye bye....

2006-05-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

why did u hafta go...
i miss you soo...

sigh. may 2... coming soon.
i've already bought the things.
hope that it'll come true.
hope to see you.
thats my only reason i can use to see you.

i called ur home. u aint home.
have i really lost all trust in you ?
or have i not even had any from the start to begin ?
sarang hae yo..
can the past be revived again ?

are you waiting for me to take action or
have u moved on ?

question for ppl who reads my blog.
do guys or girls move on faster ?

-personally. i haven and i cant bring myself to move on.
-wat a loser eh ?
was nv good at doing anything anyway.

all da pictures, all the times, all the happiness....
thanks alot for them...
i wont ever forget them.

1st person i ever got close with.
1st person that i gave everything to.
1st person that parted with me.
1st person that made my heart bleed

Oohh.. Please stop all these pain and stains
For i don wanna have all these feelings,
Stop me from getting anymore worriedness
Alone in the world, sadness
Laden with a burden.
Oohh. Come back and stop gimme some loving.

don know wat crap i was writing.
wateva.

anyways.
hard time now.

are we really of unequal yoke ?
den if we are why did we even manage to get together.
Questions.Regrets.Love.Hatred.Sadness.Happiness.
Painfulness.Loneliness.Comfort.Answers.

I need and have all of those...............................................................

0205-iMu
0512-wants you.

sick

2006-04-26T12:44:00.000+08:00

SICK !

dammit

SChool sucks

2006-04-24T20:32:00.000+08:00

.:I HATE SCHOOL:.
So much for thinking that i don hafta to go to school today.
this morning, so many msgs...
ppl sending wat time classes are lar.. where lar... blah blah lar...

went to school at 12.
heard from lotsa ppl that
this new batch of freshies got alot of chio bU !
but sadly,
i didnt notice any...
maybe i aint supposed to get another 1.
maybe i aint supposed to see others.
but i SAW SOMETHING DISGUSTING.

i saw some gals butt.. (x.X)
Practically the whole ass...
like neva wear any underwear lor.
SICK

anyways.after school ended at 4+
went to tamp walk walk with clar, zw, hazel, karin.
look look talk talk see see.
clar bought a pair of ear studs. gave me 1 of it. steady bro. thx ar. <3>

dunno why eyes soo damn pain now..
red oso
sianz
dunno is not enuf rest cos cant sleep or my eyes tio cataract.

tian tian dou xu yao ni de aiii~~~
wo de xing si blah blah blah....
heh suddenly rmb that song.
Xx Memories xX
----thanks----

went home
and now this idiot edmund still wanna jio me play dota. lol
u tag i play. lol

thats all for today. hope my days ahead will get better
-iMu

School starts

2006-04-23T22:37:00.001+08:00

Sup guys. i'm finally done getting this old webby blog up and running again.
shall be blogging everyday i guess as long as i have time on the comp i'll blog.
i promise. thats only if there's anyone reading them. So please tag.

todays sunday. went to chruch.
and ppl out there who saw my hair.
it was my maid who bleached it.
HEH !
nah just jokin. i went to dye it.

after church was cleaning up.
kinda lethargic cos i've been GETTING TOO MUCH sleep
i'm bored and i've nothing to do xcept going out and spending money.
heh...

anyways. school offically starts tml.
but too my class is the best =)
i only start school on tuesday.

does school = new life ?
...............................................

i'm still clinging on to the past.
not letting go.
regrets.
-iMu

well now i'm gonna annonce on MSN that this blog is going up again !
lets see who tags 1st...

agasgawetag a

2005-07-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

deleted this entry.

2005-06-25T09:33:00.000+08:00

sigh... feeling very Emotional these few days. esp with 0205 being sick..
kinda worried bout your health.. sick still wanna eat CUrRy NoOdlEs AnD GrEeN TeA !!!!! -_-''

hmmm...sigh... promised to call more often.. but somehow...i got some ,dear=fear...=P, in me...
sometimes i feel that you wouldn't want to talk to me..
feel that you wont say anything to me...
of cos, i want to call you EVERY single night..
instead of msging...
of cos, i want to hear your voice..
instead of reading a sms...
of cos, i wanna be with you...
instead of sleeping on my bed hugging myself..
but i need you to tell me what you want............
cos i don have much initiative..... =(

hmmm... know that we're unhappy bout somethings but if you don talk bout it.. and just keep saying dunno. dunno. dunno...
how are things gonna get better?
well... when i met u yesterday.. thanks for telling me somethings..

anyway what i wanted to say is...
If you think you've not done much for me... you're wrong...
in fact.... Thanks For telling me things...... thanks for everything...
*mUaCkS*

offered to do art 4 u.. gonna start now.....................................................

i'm gonna sing this song for the church event on 2july... it sounds emoptional too... =(

maybe i'm naive
maybe i dont know much
maybe you think i'm a fool just to trust

maybe i'm simple
maybe i dont think much
but you know somehow my trust is enough

maybe i'm naive
maybe i trust too much
maybe that's what life is just all about.

maybe i'm naive
maybe i'm naive
Frankly..............
i'd rather be.......... naive.........

~THANKS FOR EVERYTHING~

2005-06-10T06:35:00.000+08:00

love you........................................................................ i'll try not to think bout anythink...........
''happiness is not a search it's a choice....''
-STTX & SLC

2005-06-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

don anyhow think.don anyhow think.don anyhow think.don anyhow think.don anyhow think.don anyhow think.don anyhow think.don anyhow think.don anyhow think.don anyhow think.don anyhow think.don anyhow think.don anyhow think.

.............. night..................

guess i gotta learn and become more mature... i'm still too childish and naive...

maybe i'm too naive...

2005-06-09T10:05:00.000+08:00

what i can do now... is only pray that you'll remain the same...

the same person i fell in love with.....

-take care...

-4pm...sukiyuki........
It's all because of you, I'm feeling sad and blue you went away, now
My life is just a rainy day and I love you so, how much you'll never
Know you've gone away and left me lonely.
Untouchable memories seem to
Keep hauting me another love so true, that once turned all my gray
Skies blue but you disappeared, now my eyes are filled with tears and
I'm wishing You were here with me soaked with love all my thoughts of you now that
You're gone I just don't know what to do if only you were here, you'd
Wash away my tears the sun would shine, once again you'll be mine all
Mine but in reality, you and I will never be cos you took your love
Away from me
(chorus) Girl, I don't know what I did to make you leave me but what I
Do know, is that since you've been gone there's such an emptiness
Inside, I'm wishing you to come back to me
If only you were here, you'd wash away my tears the sun would shine,Once again you'll be mine all mine but in reality, you and I will
Never be cos you took your love away from me. Oh baby you took your
Love away from me

-i hate the word NEVER-

2005-06-04T21:38:00.000+08:00

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-04T08:09:00.000+08:00

i find it rather tiring to update my blog nowadays... cos the things that happen will be in me for the rest of my life...... lalala !!! i'm gonna get a mp3 soon... if i manage to sell my digi-cam..... den i'll have money to buy a i-pod mini !!! wooo !!! and den maybe i can even personalise it............ ROCK ON !!!!!!
-EviL~~~

HELP !

2005-06-02T23:57:00.000+08:00

my new skin... sinister... think thats the real person in me.... thats all i wanna say.. i'll blog more tml... not sure y i'm shivering... i'm thinking of too much stuffs.... too many ppl... too many things......
that i shouldnt be thinking... what am i to do ??

true love...

2005-05-25T14:19:00.000+08:00

-True Love-

no one can deny the fact that they are constantly searching for true love. whether being attracted by the opposite sex by looks or by character..

Well, here goes...

i went to my 1st day in school on tuesday, met up with clarence, Chye peng, and zhen wei.. the usual few of us... went for classes and den blah blah blah.... (not going into detail cos it's not related to my title today)

den on the way back home... i was in bus 38 with CP... i FINALLY understood what true love really meant... it means that you'll love the person regardless of what they are, how they look like, or their SIZE..

....

i was sitting at the rear of the bus and there was this couple sitting beside me.. the guy was a normal scrony guy... while the girl was AWESOME... she was the best looking gal i ever seen... haha...

plz refer to >chye peng's< blog if u wanna know bout the gal... cos i'm only in charge of describing the guy... =X

the guy was wearing white top and black pants... haha... and he is scrony.. which means that he looked weak and had no or little muscles... haha...

just go read chye peng's blog lar....

we both and 2 other bedok view gals were laughing very loudly... even though we didnt know each other... haha... but it certainly provide some or rather ALOT of entertainment on the way home..

now.... come to think of it... i feel guilty cos sometimes all of us surely will look at girls becos of their looks... sigh......

i'll try to look less... cos... deep down inside i know i'm true to Lurviee... =P haha...

Anyway i've uploaded picts of my doggies.. ros think u might wanna see them.... i THINK... lol....

i'll start from the oldest doggy to the youngest doggy... =D

Foxy... <-- all dogs all to heaven.. and i hope she really is.. my longest love... sigh... unforturnately she's gone already...

Charlette... <-- i think this is how I spell it.. hurhur..

Bingo... <-- the cute cute un-stinkable doggy.. i love him...

Money... <-- the youngest doggy in the house... always like to pick fights with bingo... very active...

well... all my doggies are cute lar... haha... click on their names... they're links...

for me... school till now is still kinda boring... haha... i'll find some fun it soon.. i hope..

-iloveyou

2005-05-18T22:36:00.000+08:00

if i had the power....
I wish i could reverse time....
And also use it to tell the future...

this is something we both gotta go through...
and i want us to go past to together....

Things...... ah.... nvm....
just stay happy no matter wat... i'll the there to puff my cheeks to let u slap....

take care..

-lost

2005-05-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

I'm willing to walk the path... if you agree....

listen to the song and listen to it with your heart...

I'm sure we can get past this together.....

We'll wait and see..... hee.... u dare to dehydrate anymore... i'll just be sure i'll bite u HARD........

2005-05-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BITHDAY DAD...

Today's is my father's birthday !!

Whee !!!

but... where is he ???

call him come online leh......

sigh... i'm going to bed now...

So ya....

2005-05-13T21:41:00.000+08:00

What is Trust ?
What is Love ?

Trust-n.Firm belief in the reliability, truth, strength, etc, of a person or thing.
Love-n.Warm liking or affection for a person or thing.

hmmm.. how are these two words linked ?

They both involve the word person or thing...
With Love, comes trust...
thats all i can interpret...

Do i have Both love and trust in a person or thing ?
hmm....... i dunno also... i'm kinda lost...
who can tell me or gimme an answer ?

In life, as we live it, we learn from our mistakes and den take it on with us.. It's the same in Relationships, we learn from our mistakes and take it on with us too...
haha... don get the wrong idea that i'm seperated or wat...
in fact i'm happy with my relationship...

But i just gotta bring up a point to all of you guys that read my blog... my 'dad'(shi ying) talked to me on MSN today...
while we were talking, she brought up a very heartbreaking sentence...
'I tell u ar, the relationships now wont last FOREVER 1...'

The word FOREVER, i never like the word... Cos, i know nothing lasts forever...
thats a fact.... but a relationship should LAST... and i want mine to LAST... even though sometimes there are quarrels, we have gone through it together....
hmmm.... all these quarrels and so on have brought us closer together...

i'll make sure my relationship lasts

2005-05-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

Hey.. guys and gals...
i've been very very moody these past few days...
RIGHT ?
i know i am...
anyway..
i feel much better already...

i'm Sorry to those who i've shown Attitude to... >.< SorRy...
the ppl i can remember are....

Ros, li chin, bendy, hui ting, DARYL+i kept punching him even though he is twice my size..+, kenneth........ and some others lar...

Good lucks to Those who are having their Exams, And Good lucks to those who are starting School soon......

fake me

2005-05-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

WHO AM I ??

Nobody knows...

i only know that i don like to do things that are troublesome....

things that are not real...

like not being ME... when i'm with some peeps...

i am who i am...

just because i don scold people...

or show people attitude...

it doesnt mean that i'm happy with things as they are...

it's hard... to part with my friends....

and along the way...

i get to meet friends...

that are new...

and soon.. find out..

that they're just

liars ?

backstabbers ?

i don like to be with the ppl...

when i HAVE to put up a false front...

and laugh at their LAME and SMALL jokes...

when they arent funny AT ALL.... it's totally lame...

HAha.. do i sound depressed or what these few days ?

so wat if i am...

so wat if i am not...

i want to pierce my ear....

i wanna dye my hair...

do you have the RIGHT to care bout wat i WANT TO DO TO MYSELF ?

i DON WANT you guys to care...

IF ANYONE OF YOU DARE COME TO TALK TO ME BOUT IT... I"LL JUST IGNORE YOU...

-GET LOST.. PISSED-

Liars !

2005-05-05T09:23:00.000+08:00

i hate liars....
and those who help ppl to lie...
apply that to ur life..

question urself...
have i ever lied to you ?

do friends have to lie to each other ?
i watched Kingdom of heaven yesterday.. and i will always remember 1 sentence.
'Always speak the truth, even if it leads you to your death'

i'm not saying that i've never lied before..
at least i make it a point NOT to lie...

-this post is not directed at anyone-
i think...

crapy church

2005-05-03T09:38:00.000+08:00

ARGH !!! i'm kinda unhappy with my church now ! Especially some girl i gotta work with for the garage... My chruch is SoOo Strict.. and not understanding at all !? wat becos i had to attend a school function.. they scold me and say that i didnt get my piorities right ?and also say that now that i have left my school i have nothing to do with them...! WTH ?! ARe they so stupid that they don even know what ALUMNI is ?! don tell me that when they leave SYFC they have TOTALLY NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM ANYMORE ? WAT ! i told that them that it's something like a wedding.. guess what they say ? WEDDING ALL THE MORE CAN LEAVE WAT.... i was like.. i wanted to slap her !@#!@$ face AS HARD AS I CAN.... NXT TIME HER WEDDING I CALL PEOPLE TO LEAVE... AND SEE HOW SHE FEEL... NUMBSKULL !! don know wat else to say bout them den STUPID UNCARING PEOPLE wHO CLAIM TO BE UNDERSTANDING AND FORGIVING AND ALL... THOSE ARE ALL CRAP !!! CRAP !!!

cannot dye hair...
encourage us not to buy branded goods..
when the leaders themselves are obsessed with them...they say branded goods have higher quality.. WTH right ? just give me 2 dollars, i can go to the pasar malam to get a better quality bag for them... with NO BRAND.. so ? HYPOCRITES !

maybe i shud change chruch...AND START ANEW..

ya... true.. my bro has talked to me b4.. told me that if i don change church my friends that stick with me always will be them... but do i want to mix with such Kinda people ?

You call me to be who i am.... can i be ? can i voice out that they're these kinda people?

Ok.. at least the people i feel happy being with is The older guys in the chior.. at least the give me a sense of belonging...
even though during chior lessons i may sing the wrong note or wrong word.. and get scolded... SO ? at least thats my fault... and thats their way of showing that they care... some times we just laugh it off... Soo happy-go-lucky... and at least they're more understanding...

But.. forget it ! i don wanna talk bout the people anymore...

WATEVER I SAY HERE.... PLEASE KEEP IT HERE ONLY... DON GO AROUND TELLING PEOPLE AND ALL.. LET IT REMAIN HERE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET ME ?!

hee hee....

2005-05-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

(^.^) WAt caN i SAy ?

HAPPY BIDAY !

2005-05-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

Hee.. i had a great time today =D went to changi airport... tml is her BdAy ! yays.. not very sure where to go though...haha... but i surely must go take neos.. even though it's kinda gay.. lol...... to jia hui.. and to my SpEciAl SoMeOnE =)

HaPpY BirThDaY !

shall blog tml... i just got home.. gotta go bathe now..

Cya guys =D

Messed up

2005-04-30T20:24:00.000+08:00

Yo Guys.. Welcome to my MessEd Up BLog !
just made it today..
haha... nice right ?
anyway.. i managed to get the song and picts up..
But i still need some suggestions on wat to post on my Layout page...
gimme some suggestions at the Talk Talk shoutbox plz =D
Thanks...

All these songs and picts, all are somehow or rather related to my life.. so..try to keep ur comments to urself.. >.<

2005-04-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

actually wat was i crying for ? i don really remember... ahh.. think it's partly bout lichin, jun heng, bendy, ros and mostly me.... wat a GAY am i.. fancy me crying for soo many ppl... haha.... i feel better already.... thx guys...

2005-04-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

Maybe it's time i did some real thinking bout my life...
things about my life,
my love life,
my school life,
my life with friends,
my church life...

my mind is in a whirl now... i cant really think of anything...
True that i got a good perfect gal in my eyes...
but... she seems to keep somethings from me..
i wanna say some things here.. but my heart simply wont allow it to come out......
guess this is something i will keep in my heart and cry alone, hugging my pillow and under my comforter...
i've got alot of problems myself and i cant tell u.. cos u yourself have got alot of problems with ur friends as well...
i'm sorry... i really hafta be alone for 2-3 days...
F#@$! y am i crying now.....

my school life, wats it gonna be like ?
i miss my secondary school life..
being with friends and going out with them daily..
Bendy, Vincent, jun heng, edmund, gavin, the LJB guys, 4 king guys, my class malay guys, suhail, syed, clarence,nadzim, hannah, Qin wei, terence, jeremy, roy, jeffery, the girls, amanda, shi ying, jie ying, ros, yueh li, yi lei, fatin, supiah, paulynn....

where are u guys and gals now ? all gone... i don feel as close to u guys as before.. it's not that i don want to go out with u all... u all got a life, i've got mine as well...

Someday i might just get beaten up by some gangsters on the street...
and when i try to call up these friends for help..
i'm sure they wont even give a damn bout me...
i may seem to be very cheerful...
but do u think that i'm really happy and cheerful inside ?
when i'm upset, i don want my friends to be upset over me as well...
wat can i do... who can i tell my problems to... NO-ONE...

Bendy- 8 years of friendship have passed... more to come.. after soo many years of friendship... i can tell you that nobody understands me... bendy doesnt TOTALLY understand me after such a long time..
maybe i'm just fated to be alone... maybe i should just be a hermit...

Vincent- thx bro.. for all the things you've done for me.. NPCC.. you took care of me alot... i don even think i could be a staff-sgt if i didnt mixed with u guys...

jun heng- thanks for helping me with u know wat.. u've done alot for me.. but wat have i done for u ? nothing... i feel that i have taken advantage of your kindness...

edmund- gone out with u and nick a few times, tried to be like guys, everytime be with u guys we all have fun.. sometimes i really forget all my troubles with i'm with u.. SO WAT if ppl call u the TRUMPET ? i like you that way...

Ros- i've taken advantage of ur kindness and ur trust as well.. i've got nothing else to say other den sorry... guess wat... i'm crying now cos of wat i did to you.. this is the 1st time i ever felt this way in the 16years of my life...

syed- i miss you... even though u gimme alot of attitude.... i like being with u as well...

Qin wei- where are u now ? ok i admit.. when i 1st saw u smoking at vietnam.. i tried to distance myself from you... but.. u truely are a great friend to me... u were there for me whenever i felt sad and was rejected by the rest...

Fatin- thanks for the things you've done.. even though they are just small small things.. they matter.... they make an impact... to me... to my life... HOw stopid i was when i tried to distance myself from you when i tot u had a crush on me...

The girls in my class 4b- jie ying, zheng zheng, amanda, jia wen, shi ying, shamini all the others... thx for being my friends.

NPCC friends- when i was the sec 4 squad commander... i scolded u guys... tot that it was really dumb... wat the hell.. scold my own friends ? den afta that take sec1 squad.. i tried not to be soo harsh on them... maybe thats y their standards are getting worse now...

just look at the things i wrote above.. do u even think that i'm living a happy life ?
Ppl call me spoilt, say i rich, say i got bad attitude, childish, betrayer...
u think i like ?!
it's not that i didnt try to change...

it's not ur fault... thats the real me... people see best... when it comes to judging.. u cant judge youself..

Ros.. now u come online i don even have the cheek to talk to you... sorry... i've done u wrong... i made eveything worst...

my church my spiritual life... i don even feel really at home when i'm in chruch..

i'm in no mood for anything now...
i shud just go wash my face, wipe those tears and just forget everything... but i cant......... these are the problems i hafta face...

SORRY !!

SORRY

2005-04-25T23:34:00.000+08:00

I'm truely sorry.. i really am...
i really meant to help but.....
i didnt think that things would turn out this way...sigh... I'm sorry bout everything...
maybe i shud just get out of ur life..
and stop interfering with ur life...
i'm sorry, ros...
take care..

long time

2005-04-23T22:33:00.000+08:00

erm... hi guys... very long time didnt blog le.. Sorry lots k :D at least i know that got ppl read my bloggy... went to school cos of the learning fiesta thingy.. den saw willie, jia wen, mabel.

haha... they got read my blog !! my blog has fans !! whee

haha. lame lar... kinda eventful day... not sure y also.. but i'm kinda happy and i'm kinda sad... hey.. i met a new friend from friendster sia.. lol.. she add me de...!! not mi fault ! =X her name is................ shudnt reveal larz... haha..

hmmm.... after tat went to Tm to play pool, with edmund and nic.. mongling and ching2 came to join us.. Clar couldn't mit us.. he was working den later went home to zzZzz..

after pool went to walk walk den haha...i Almost wanted to pierce.... but of kox i guai kia.... :D

hmmm.. theres something wrong with the shoutbox in my blog..i'll try to get it fixed ASAP...

to ros : sorry... just say lar.. i'm really sorry.. u'll know wat happened someday... SOMEDAY.... i really dunno how to help... =(
u gals are MISUNDASTOOD !!

-take care

typo

2005-04-17T20:16:00.000+08:00

... think got something wrong with my post... lazy to retype le.. sorry !! haha...
just came back from PP..
i'm tired...
shhHhhhHhhh.

camera

2005-04-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

sigh.. i got no mood to blog... many things are happening... and i duno who or wat to side or to choose...

met with bendy today to go to TP. went to hand in our enrolment forms... saw a chio bu there... den she stare stare at me.. haha... SO WAT ! must be cos i too ugly or i look like a freak from outer space.. thats y she keep looking... siao char bor !

hmmmm..... afta that went to bedok inter.. met with church friends go to botanic
gardens... got lost on the way there.. and the traffic was like... argh........!!

O ya.. after the boring botanic gardens.. went to Sim lim. where i bought my new DIGI-CAM !! WOOOO !! hee... i got it at a great deal.. yea... $230... 4 mega-pixels.. cool eh... it's darn cheap... now.. i can take picts and i'll bring it everywhere i go !! yea........but 1st.. gotta learn how to use it....=P

Friends play an important part in my life.. whether how much they disagree with me or agree with me... they're still my friends...

you just gotta sit down and talk to them.. PERSONALLY and work things out... in this world.. we gotta rely on each other to live on... hope u guys get me :p

now.. i just regard Bendy as my best friend.. i tell him all my secrets.. even those that i NEVA told anybody... haha... of cox.. it isnt easy...
sometimes.. we argue, sometimes we scold each other, we got cold war b4.... it isnt easy.. but..... come to think of it.... he's been there for me all the time... since primary school, secondary school, now we're both going to SCIENCE school in TP.. count the number of years man...
i'm waiting for my appeal results... maybe i can make it into BIOTECH.. i dunno.. if i really get in... WOAH !! thats another 3 years of CLOSE friendship... hahahaha.... me and him.. share the same thoughts bout girls and some stuff lar.. haha.... me and him.. bonded in school,Np,soccer.. all those lar...hahaha

i treat bendy as a older brother also.. hmmm... cos he's more mature then me lar.. and also HE'S OLDER DEN ME !! WAHAHAH....

everytime he got prob, he might come to me.. if not he'll just keep it inside him.. thats wat i don like(thats life wat... you cant expect everyting from someone)... but den again...we'll share our troubles... everytime i got probs i surely tell him.. cos i respect him and wats more.. we're GAYS !!! hahaha.....

no lar.. bendy... very responsible all those 1 lar... he knows wat he wants in life... i love u Bro !

i'm gonna draw something now... bout my life... i just hope it'll turn out nice :D

erm.. o ya.. to Mei.. i'm really worried bout you.. i hope u are alright.. take care..

pissed !

2005-04-14T20:12:00.000+08:00

Ahh... i don wanna care or bother about anything already....
it doesnt pay to be kinda, caring and all those stuff...
nobody listens to me anyway...
nobody cares bout my thougts..............
PISSED OFF !!!

did i just say that i'm pissed ? haha... nah... actually feeling kinda crappy...
i'm just happy that i got a very caring... erm...... girlfriend lar....
Sorry.. !!! didnt mean to say it here....BleahX !
she's somebody who i can talk to...
O... not forgeting my Mei too...
=X
-i love you

heya

2005-04-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm... before i sleep tonight......... sigh............... i also dunno wat i was thinking......... i tried to do something very wrong............. sigh..............
sorry....
i dunno lar !!! kinda fustrated... i think i'm thinking too much........ some sleep will make me forget some things........
i'm not handsome....
i'm not cute.....
i'm just normal......
a stupid ugly freak-looking person.........

i need some comfort.......... i want to confide my troubles with u...........
but somehow........ i always feel happy when i'm with you...
and cant remember any troubles...........
sigh.... night.............

Haha...

2005-04-12T21:46:00.000+08:00

Ok.. i tot of wat i wanna say already.....

Adult life... sigh...... it's not easy at all.........
i know it..... i've been working.....
i really miss school life now..
Adult life.......
is MONEY VERY IMPORTANT IN EVERYONES LIFE !?
wat happened to love, fun, Chilling, enjoying, relaxing, friends ??

man... i don wanna grow up......
just wish i can stop growing.....
adult life is tough...
i'm afraid i cant handle it....

i prefer studying........
more friends......
able to lead a more carefree life.....

sigh... only got one thing to say...
cherish your parents and your loved ones...
they work very hard for you......

spare a thought for them.....
When they scold or nag at you......

have you guys ever thought that they have actually been in your shoes before ?
their reasons for nagging and scolding us.....
is cos they don want us to suffer in the future.....

of course.. everybody wanna enjoy life......
who don want ?
(sorry bout my broken english)
but... sadly the world is like that....
most things in the world are some how or rather related to money...

I just wanna be happy..
with the one i love...
the friends i have...
the family i have...
thats all i ask for...
money is secondary to me.....
i just wanna be happy..... and live my life... the way i want it........
i hope you guys share same thoughts as me...

-i love you

don !

2005-04-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

hi hi !! seems kinda long that i didnt blog already...
i'm feeling kinda... neutral today.. not soo happy not soo sad also.. haha...
just wondering.. haha...
if YOU read this... remember okayz ?... u tell me not to slouch and i make an effort not too........ even when you're not around...

i remember ur words.. n i make an effort not to slouch....

now ur turn to do something for me can ??

i don like you to sit on the escalator !!

argh...!!
haha... promise me can ?
even when i'm not around..
i don want you to sit on escalator..
find a proper seat larz....

if u read this msg me HoRz..?

haha.. like asking too much like that... but.. thats me !! =P Bleahx !

hmmm.. ros... i remember my promises ok.. i got enuf money for swensens thingy..
JH... lol.. u didnt even blog and didnt even tag my blog !! still scold me...
edmund... hmmm... nothing comes for free.. work hard for wat you want =P
Ricolar... haha.. ur comments helps me in improving my blog =D

Ahhhh... ros.......... i cant think of anything else to write.. cant write long.. lol...

hmmm... ok ok... i just found out something...
i'm Big mouth.. as in...i talk too much and sometimes say things that aren't supposed to be said..
sigh....
i know some of you are agreeing with me now that i am :O rightz ?!
i gotta control.....
......
........
..........
=X

sigh......
hahaha... difficult sia... i feel like talking and talking now...

hmmm... when i was working today..

something popped up in my stream of thoughts...

eh... wat did i think about ar ???

i cant remember !!

hmmmmmmmm...................

i cant remember... but i shall try.... soo i'll tell u guys tomolo !!
hee hee...
sorry sorry...
-i love you

....

2005-04-09T14:43:00.000+08:00

It's nice to smile....
when i get you phone call at night......
i gotta let you know...
that i feel soo weak without you........
-i love you

..........

2005-04-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

!@#!%&!(&#$(@#(!&@_#&_!(@&#(!

just wonder when you'll start sharing your troubles with me.....
i don even know what you're thinkin about now....
i understand you and ur character.........
but......
i cant read ppl minds................

!@#!(@%&!(&#(!@&#(!@#!@
night...

help

2005-04-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

there are problems in everyones life...

you cant deny it........

it just depends on the amount of problems you create for yourself..............

some ppl can lead their lifes happily...........

but mine....... seem to be full of problems...............

i think it's cos of my character...........

i'm trying to become a better person.........

hmmmmmmmm....... these are my confessions..........

i'm not responsible........

i'm forgetful.....

i'm lazy........

i think i'm happy-go-lucky...............

but is it good or bad..........

maybe i'm just thinking too much..........

maybe cos i got too much time now..............

i'm still scared of the future........

cos i've already regretted losing something that i love alot.....

the night i lost her...............

she came to look for me in my room........

woke me up..........

but........

i was too lazy to get up.............

and even scolded her..........

3 flight of stairs she climbed...........

just to have a last look at me................

i'm sorry..........

i scolded you and chased you away..........

I PROMISE.. I'LL NEVER DO SUCH A THING TO ANYBODY AGAIN.....

I MISS YOU.........

it was my character that was at fault.........

i hate myself because of that...........

Foxy......... i miss you..................

Foxy

Wow !!

2005-04-07T18:16:00.000+08:00

Wow ! i changed my blog skin.. cool eh ? i did EVERYTHING myself... including the CURSOR ! WAhahahah... jealous ?! hmm... if u guys need me to help u do a cursor just let me know... i'll make 1 for you... if i got time...

hmm.... played and slept the whole day... YEA ! feeling better and much happier... i went to collect my X-ray at 4... and even counted the number of bones i had on my chest.... i think i got 16 ? dunno how to count lar... HAhazZ

"When you love someone wholeheartedly there wont be the feeling of awkwardness when you say I LOVE YOU to him/her''
i heard this from somewhere... found it very meaningful and true... wonder if i will get to hear mine..*hint hint* =P hahahazzz

i love my new blogskin, my cursor and my song !!! woooohooo !!!! i love myself for doing this... but.... it took me the whole day... and as for the small little cursor ! it took me 1 and a half hour !!! argh.... but.. nvm.... it's sentimental.. to me..............

ok.. i think i'm going out already, going out with some church friends to play games !! hmm... wherever you are... take care.....
-i love you

sorry

2005-04-06T16:27:00.000+08:00

sigh.. don know wats got into me today... sigh.... sorry if i did anything wrong..... anyways i made a poem.. here it goes.. haha... kinda lame lar !

Why am i like that..
Always looking so sad..
cant i be less sensitive?
the way things should be..
am i too talkative ?
the world don know me..
i'm afraid to lose what i have..
or should i have more faith?
i'll learn to live..
with more hope and faith
To live each day..
with a smile everyday !
©SeBaS

don copy ar ! lol... lame...... don know what i am thinkin now lar... i'll forget bout the unhappy times just as 0205 wants me too...
-i love you ;P

Ubin

2005-04-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

sianz... woke up Soo early to go for some X-ray thingy for poly... so ma fan(troublesome)...went to meet david to go to tamp for the X-ray.. haha.. the nurse call me go into the x-ray room.. den need to take off shirt.... ahhh !! soo pai seh ! haha... shud know i flex at her.... haha......... jokin... after that went to friend's house...den his dad fetched me and another girl to Ubin.. so it's 3 of us... msged u b4 i went to ubin.. but i didnt reply... hmmmm.... anyways... took the boat to Ubin... so nice~ den go rent some bike and begasn to cycle... haha.. really got dirty and muddy.... haha.. when i'm at Ubin i miss the times when i am at ATC sia... sigh... i'm also scared of somethings.. things that will happen in the future.... hmm. saw a dog in ubin.. sigh.. so pityful.. one of it's hind legs was broken.. and it was like sticking upwards... sooo pityful.. sigh... will i become a vet in the future ? wat will happen in the future..........?? who knows ?but i know that there are some things now that i don wanna lose, even in the future.. some things i NEVER wanna lose.... sigh......... got 1 question i was thinking bout today... is being overprotective good or bad ? plz give an ans in ur tag ok ? if u guys happen to be reading lar... good nights lar.. i'm kinda tired...
-i love you

Happy :D

2005-04-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

hEE HEE... my mood now is happy =D... just came back home.. talk to sis over the phone for quite some time.. den went to eat and bath.. now i'm blogging !! ok ok.. i'll 4get bout the unhappy times k ? btw... who's 0205 ar ? hahaha..... soooooo "UNKNOWN" haha... u know who, i know who can le... thx for everything... dunno y i'm soo happy now lar... HugGy PiGgy ! i WanTx My PiLlOwSz !!!! argh !!!! hahah... so cute...... Hee hee.. got ppl say i handsome and cute leh.... so pai seh.... *sorry... i also very lame and siao now* o ya.. went to Toys R us also... haha... play all sorts of thingy there....... still can kena 'Kodok' there.... hahazz... kkz.. i go sleep le... i tired.... O..
To ros(mei Mei)-miss you also.. so long neva meet up.. today can go TM 1 den u scared become Xtra... haiyo... nvm 1 ma.. in the end only got 3 of us...... haha.. sorry....
-i love you

moody

2005-04-03T01:58:00.001+08:00

got mood swing now.. thats all................ i'm gonna sleep now............................................................

!@#$

2005-04-03T01:58:00.000+08:00

$!@#.... got scolded my bro for coming home late AGAIN.... say dunno wat freedom lar... i'm still young lar... wat play punk... didnt keep my promise lar.... AH !!! FrEeDom... i don even know if i want it or don want it....
WenT to Ice Skating today.. sooo tiring... got nothing much to talk bout... not in the mood also....
feeling CraPpy.. !@#!@.. don come and make me i tell you... or else i really whack you... If i know who that person that ask the no. i'll go whack him.....
don even know how i am feeling now actually... useless ?! angry ?! hopeless ?! down ?! WTF lar.......
aklpsdgnkosndiogaenrognao[nga[ondgpanerfo[ ano[dfjohbg203ht u92b3onsdfn !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y aM I THAT SCARED OF LOSING WAT I HAVE NOW !!!

FuN !!

2005-03-31T22:26:00.001+08:00

YaY ! went IcE SkAtInG ToDaY !! it was Soo FuN Lor ! Wooo !!! WenT to JurOnG EaSt MRT tO meet Gwenda and Kenneth.. daryl was there too ! haha... den on the way down of the escaltor. got 2 ah lian, quite pretty 1 lor..haha.. come and ask me for donation.... they sooo FLirT ! yucks ! anyhow touch2... i Got MoLeStEd !!! ='( ...sigh... Of CoursE i PuShEd TheiR haNds away... i'm not despo okay.... i already got somebody in my HeArT ! hmm... den went in to the skating RinK... it cos 10 dollars only and got no time limit 1.. so can just skate the whole day !! sooo ShioK ! hmm... met some ah BenGs there.. stare at mE !... haha.. i just looked away... don wanna invite trouble... but overall the DAY WAS FUN ! even though i fell once... Owwww !!! afta that went to Century Square to Eat Dinner ! den went to arcade... haha.. look at the ppl playing the 'DanCing ThiNgy' There... haha.. So TechNo !! Bth... hmm..... dunno how you are feeling now.. u sounded kinda moody in SMS..so don wanna disturb you... sigh.. just hope you'll be more cheerful tml.... i really miss you le.... sigh sigh..... k lar...
Good NiGhtZ ! SleeEp TiGhT ! WaNnA SeE You SoOn !!!
[P/s: I'm SuRe ThAt yOu Can Tell Me Ur Troubles Right ? If You Want To.. that is........]
-i love you

Sigh

2005-03-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

Hmm... i feel inspire now ! ^^ haha.. I MiSs My BrOs and My FriEnDs iN ScHool sia.. sigh... Feeling kinda seperated from them... well, guess this is the time where our friendships are put to the test...
To JH- Sigh... i miss you !!! haha.. i don mind when going out with u,edmund they all.... but when go out with Vinc, bendy... i feel kinda NO CLICK with them now sia.... sigh.. also dunno y i feel like that... maybe it was cos NP made us very close together... but nowadays.. don have NP don have any contact.. i feel soo Lonely... Any Suggestions ?
To KirK- U Kob my cursor... i kob ur blog skin and den i make my blog as a mirror site of ur blog den u know... wahahhaa......
To PpL who Says that My Current sKin Is Gay !- Well... i think that it's kinda cool wat... nice matching colours... IT"S MY BLOG RIGHT !
To RoSieE-ErM.. LiFe Is FulL of Ups AnD DowNs, If u Ever HaPpEn To Fall... GeT Up ! ForGet BoUt ThAT Fall AnD MoVe On~

hmm... i'm feeling much better now.. no more headache, less pain in the throat... totally boring day... today was sleep and play only day... haha... i'll BE goinG IcE Skating oN ThurSDaY.. ANd it's My 1st Time... soo scared i'll fall down.. hee...
YEa !!! i just found out 1 character in mE ! i am Happy-Go-Lucky !!! agree ??
i'll blog till here...
-i love you

Confessions

2005-03-28T20:54:00.000+08:00

I'm like soO sick now... water flowing out of my nose, feels like a hammer knocking my head, Some !@#!@ pokin my throat ! Hate To be SicK... Hmm... i've been thinkin, i have been like so bad to my Ah ma these few days.. felt like she is very naggy... sigh.. i dunno... i just don want to treat pPl like that.. anyway she does that becos she cares bout me right ? i'm soo Bad.. sigh... Really Feel Sooo Guilty... I'll treat her BetteR when i get well... Doctor !! come to me !! i'm sick........... *lamE*.. haha (>^.^)> i Need A HuG ! <(^.^<) SoO sick........
hmm... now.. i sort of think that i shudn't have made a blog.. haha... cos things that happen between us shud be OUR LOVE STORY and not to share to everybody.. haha... so... starting from now, i'll just blog bout some other things k ? =D Take care !!!
-i love you

Crappy day

2005-03-25T20:16:00.000+08:00

haD a DaMn CrAppy Day ! #@!#... hmmm... woke up soo early this morning also dunno for wat.. go to church sing 1 song den go off.... den go to suntec do some work.. Wanted to Meet you.. so went to PP... didnt know u didnt finish ur project yet.. reach there at 5.... den wait there till 7... den go home without meeting.. took bus home.... dunno y eyes wet wet... 4get it lar.. just reach home.. saw my aunt and cousin... they ask me y eyes red red... i say dunno... eat dinner... den come up to blog... now i wanna go bathe.... tiRed... SorrY.......
-i love you

EventFul Day

2005-03-24T18:04:00.000+08:00

SmoKing. SMoKing. SmOkiNg.... seems to be an IsSue in everyone's bLog These days... sigh... wat so good bout smoking... seriously i wont ever touch a cig. it's like SooO disgusting... Uuurrgghh~ Hmmm... deposited the cheque today.. caNt Stand staying at home for such a long period of time... sooo BoRing...... Missed you the whole day... hmm... den decided to do something useful,for once.. i went to bathe my 3 doggies.. haha.. got wet and it was really fun~ BiNgO, ChaRlet And MoNeY ! BEtter be Thankful to Me FoR bathing u AR !!! hahazz.... hmmm... think i'm gonna be busy these few days... cant go out with you.. maybe sunday can lar... but... i'm not soo sure.... i gtg soon already.... think i'll write till here.... SeBaS.. OUT !!!
-i love you

Wat A DaY !

2005-03-23T20:55:00.000+08:00

HaHaZZ !!! YES YES YES YES YES !!!!!!! i finally got ParT of my pay.. haha.. it aint much.. but i'm looking forward to that swensens treat i'm giving you... hmmm... boring day.. stay at home the whole morning... missed you.. den later gotta go to Tp to appeal for my BioTech.. met up with Kok HonG and den went to SakAe SuShi to collect my Long-waited Pay... When i left home i really had the feeling that i would see you today lor.... DeN... HaHazz... after i got my pay, went to the bus interchange.. den... looked around... and THERE U ARe !!! hee... so happy.. but soo sad also cos me was in a hurry... sorry.... =(... hmm.. anyways... i Don ThinK that i'M TreAteD BaDly.. LazY PiG ! Pinch Ur FaCe !!! hee hee.. you light up my day... =D hope to See you soon... and not Next next next time Hor ! bLeaHZ !!!
-i love you